I avoid human contact and talk to my blog. It's honestly not as pathetic as it sounds.
There are only a handful of people anymore that are worth communicating with. Or driving to go spend time with.
I'm just not good at kissing ass, or being fake. I'm tired of people all talking shit about each other then seeing them invade my News Feed with bullshit like "omgz! so good to see you!" "miss you!" "you're so pretty/!!!" "COME HANG OUT"
Oh my fucking God, shut the fuck up. People can see right fucking through you. THAT'S what's pathetic. I'm perfectly okay sitting in my room all weekend with my Netflix account to avoid crossing paths with scumbags like you.

Honestly, that should just be a side note. Life is good and petty things and people aren't worth the effort. I've realized all the love I've wasted my time trying to find has been right in front of my face the entire time. An abundance of good friends, not to mention a loving family, and an easy and awesome job. Distracting myself with lies and false hope was just hurting me. I know better now.